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26 April 2006 @ 07:10 pm
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Anyways, loooong time no post. Ive been on myspace alot lately and not really focusing on fasts..until today. I am really proud because all ive had is a frosted flake bar, a campbells soup at hand(tamatoe) and little bits of my friends food, such as bites of sandwiches, pretzels, a few chips and i think thats bout it. Usually i eat everything in my damn house. God i hate myself!! Well n e ways i was really embarassed today because all of my friends were doing piggy backs and like jumping into our guys friends arms and stuff, but i was way to scared to. Because of course.. im fat. Me and my other friend that is a little self concious/a bigger girl were standing with each other and some other guys that were just hanging around the school field. Man was i embarassed. I had no idea wut to do. I really hope i get down to atleast 110-120.
Present stats:

Name:Rachel
Age:14
Height:5'6
Disorder:anorexia
Weight:135
LW:120
HW:137
Picture:
http://img264.imageshack.us/my.php?image=me3xv.jpg

Rachel xo
 
 
31 March 2006 @ 11:20 pm
Heyy!! Sorry girlss, i havnt posted or even read any postings in ages. I have been trying to catch up on all of my homework from when i was sick. And from when i was gone for a week becausee my grandparents were overr from England.
Butt n e wayss lets get to the point of thiss community :D. I have been BINGEING BINGEING BINGEING, like its really bad. I dont know wuts going on :s. i honestly need to get back on track of my plains for loosing 20 poundss for summer.
I have been really stressed lately. Getting into arguments with my mom, having my sister making fun of me constantly, having my teacher nag me to get my stuff donee.. all that makes me happy is food. It sounds really badd but its true. I have nothing else to pre-occupy me. Does anybody have n e pointers. I know I know, ive told you all that i would be the one to do that. But we gotta have each others backss during hard timess.
How bout be all go on a fastt thiss week comming upp. Treat day Tuesday. Monday morning-Friday night. anyone???

x-Rachel

PS- Keep postingg, i will help as much as i can :) Love you guys <33
 
 
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28 March 2006 @ 10:53 pm
Okay, I need help. I caved today, it was just so hard. My stomach was killing me. I mean BURNING!! and later on in the day so was my chest. I was out from 430am to 630pm. This includes travelleing to school and being in school.
Does anyone have any tips on how to keep energetic and not hungry to the point where you feel an acidic burning pain in your stomach and chest?
 
 
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28 March 2006 @ 12:21 pm
hey everyone, how you's all doing? i was sick all weekend and had to eat so i've kinda went up from what i was before...but its all under control i think...feeling alot better today so i've restarted again!
so far today i have had...

cereal with skimmed milk 136cals 0.5grams fat
cup of black tea 0cals
dish of vegetable soup 178 1.6grams fat
an apple 72cals
banana 105c cals
cup of black tea o cals

bringing my total today so far to 491cals 2.1grams of fat its a good start...

does anyone know of any good diet pills that actually work quite well?

think thin girlies xxx
 
 
21 March 2006 @ 12:42 am
Okayy, so this is the first entry ever posted in this brand new community.
Please invite your friends, and feel free to post whatever you feel.
Sorry this isnt a long posting, but i just finished the community and Im still trying to figure out how to add an imaged backround, plus its really late so i must get some rest for 2 morrow.
Goodnight to those who are awake.
And Good Luck to those on fasts and retrictions. :)
Love you all.
Always here for you.

x-Rachel <3
 
 
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